Menampilkan postingan dari Mei, 2012


"How do you look at the woman you love, and tell yourself that its time to walk away?"

Pada intinya gw masih belum bisa walk away, it sounds crazy right. After all this time, gw ngelakuin satu kesalahan, dan semua langsung berantakan, ngga satu juga sih. Banyak.

Tapi yang namanya kenangan, memori ya tetap memori. Ada kalanya lw ingat. Like tonight. Shit. What did I do? I have a chance to make it alright and now its nothing but a sweet and idiotic memories. Idiot? Ya,, Karena setiap kali gw ingat dia langsung gw bego. I mean, why can't I forget this thing like anybody else??? WHY???

Atau mungkin gw harus nerima aja semua ini? Hell.. I don't know.. Foto2 dia aja belum bisa gw hapus, terutama itu tu, foto di Pasir Jambak. Huff.. That sunset and her eyes, that smile, she's so beautiful. How could I ever delete that??? Shit...

Unspoken feelings

I know this isn't right, all the silence and the awkward act. But I don't know how to fix this, I really don't. For now all I can do is to keep thing like the way it is. I hope this isn't gonna last forever. And anyway, did you happy? Because it seems like you do, and if you do, I feel happy for you too. Really. That's all that matters to me, for you to be happy.


I don't know how to talk to you and say "I am sorry, can we be friend again?" The thing is, I am afraid. You're gonna said "Sorry, I can't forgive you"

Angels Smile #2

Aku hanya bisa melakukan apa yang dia minta. Pergi dari kehidupannya.

"LULU" part 1

Scene 1 SHOT INT, KAMAR LULU Over the shouder, memperlihatkan punggung lulu. Wajah terlihat di cermin. Property : baju cewek & cowok. Narasi dari Lulu, tentang kisah hidupnya. NARASI : Nama gue lulu, gue terlahir dari keluarga yang sempurna. Sempurna?  menurut mereka, bukan menurut gue. Sebenernya apa sih makna kesempurnaan dari satu keluraga? Apa karna lengkap? (shot foto keluarga) Punya kehidupan yang serba berkecukupan? (ruang tamu, property rumah) Atau sering ngabisin waktu bareng pas weekend? (video keluarga lagi barbeque/piknik)
well.. kalo yang terakhir jadi patokan juga, gue rasa gue nggak termasuk kategori “keluarga sempurna”’ Bokap gue emang kaya,pengusaha,punya segalanya,gue tinggal nyebutin nominal aja dan duit itu meluncur ke rekening gue (shot lagi di atm, *senyum liat saldo*) ga heran gue manfaatin semua fasilitas yang dikasih, gue pun gaulnya bareng temen2 geng gue yang serba hura-hura (shot lagi ketawa2 ngakak dijalan/mobil bareng temen2)  kalo nyokap, harinya sibuk sa…

Lindsey Stirling - River Flows In You


Taylor Swift - Back To December

Have you ever made a mistake and now you want to go back in time and change it so it is not ruining your life with him?  Did someone like you but you didn't like him/her back, but now you do and he/she doesn't?  Did you just realize what you had when he/she like you?  Words can't explain how beautiful this song is! Everytime I listen to this song, it makes me cry and I never get tired of it. This song relates to my life. This song is a definition of a lot of people's life, including mine.

Telling the world

I'm telling the world
That I've found a girl
The one I can live for
The one who deserves

Whoever you are...

Sadar ngga sih? Kalau orang yang selama ini ada disamping kita, teman sekelas, tetangga sebelah rumah, se angkot, and all the perfect stranger that are around us... Adalah calon jodoh kita? Well, kita ga pernah tau siapa dia. So, whoever you are. I'll find you, somehow...

Lady Antebellum

Who the fuck is Lady Antebellum????
Its a country band, American of course. They're really good at what they do. Good lyrics and such a sweet melody. Perfect for bad or a good times. For better of worse. Haha...

So why country, simple answer, they based on true stories. Not like those MTV's bullshit that pouring our ears every days. They tell a stories about life, which is quite relevant with our life or like what Indonesian says. "Lagunya gue banget!!!". The fact is, I am such a big fans of country. Its all started with this song, Whiskey Lullaby by Brad Paisley. When I first hear it I just fell for it. Its such a sweet song! Damn! It tell a stories about cheating, whiskey, consequences and other things. Well, sorry Coldplay, you're playlist obsolete. Its time for Country!!!

angels smile

To do the best you can...

This phrase stuck in my head. Literally.
Its all started with an episode I had I my life, its quite nasty, so yeah I am gonna skip it. For the good of others. All right, the thing is after those dark times, I need to focused myself, my mind, basically I need to rearrange my live. I need things to keep me reminded that it isn't over yet.

So, that beat-up-self-disappointed-me going for a love hunt. Too bad for me its not working quite well. Its such a bad decision. I forget, finding someone to keep you remember that its gonna be okay isn't solve the problems. Its just make you forget about all of those things.

You're probably have a question right now, what goes wrong? Well I tell you what. Everything!

I lied to the only person who cared about me, I lied to make me feel better, I keep making mistakes and she finally can't take it anymore. I messed what already broken, I drowned deeper than I already have. Basically I am nothing different from a loser…

Fallen Words

How tired I am of this unbearable distance between us. How I long for the toll of the recess bell. Have you forgotten me? Grown mindless of me? Tell me I am not writing into an abyss or that is what will become of my heart.
I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life. It’s like I just stepped outside. When everything was going right.
__Michael Buble__
“Darkness cannot drive out darkness: only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate: only love can do that.”
__Martin Luther King Jr.__
“I stood still, vision blurring, and in that moment, I heard my heart break. It was a small, clean sound, like the snapping of a flower's stem.” 
__Diana Gabaldon, Dragonfly in Amber__
“You are, and always have been, my dream.” 
__Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook__
“You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.”
__Dr. Seuss__
There's just no one that gets me like you do. You are my only,  my only one...