heavenlystories

"How do you look at the woman you love, and tell yourself that its time to walk away?" Pada intinya gw masih belum bisa walk away, it sounds crazy right. After all this time, gw ngelakuin satu kesalahan, dan semua langsung berantakan, ngga satu juga sih. Banyak. Tapi yang namanya kenangan, memori ya tetap memori. Ada kalanya lw ingat. Like tonight. Shit. What did I do? I have a chance to make it alright and now its nothing but a sweet and idiotic memories. Idiot? Ya,, Karena setiap kali gw ingat dia langsung gw bego. I mean, why can't I forget this thing like anybody else??? WHY??? Atau mungkin gw harus nerima aja semua ini? Hell.. I don't know.. Foto2 dia aja belum bisa gw hapus, terutama itu tu, foto di Pasir Jambak. Huff.. That sunset and her eyes, that smile, she's so beautiful. How could I ever delete that??? Shit...

I know this isn't right, all the silence and the awkward act. But I don't know how to fix this, I really don't. For now all I can do is to keep thing like the way it is. I hope this isn't gonna last forever. And anyway, did you happy? Because it seems like you do, and if you do, I feel happy for you too. Really. That's all that matters to me, for you to be happy.

I don't know how to talk to you and say "I am sorry, can we be friend again?" The thing is, I am afraid. You're gonna said "Sorry, I can't forgive you"

Aku hanya bisa melakukan apa yang dia minta. Pergi dari kehidupannya. 

Scene 1 SHOT INT, KAMAR LULU Over the shouder, memperlihatkan punggung lulu. Wajah terlihat di cermin. Property : baju cewek & cowok. Narasi dari Lulu, tentang kisah hidupnya. NARASI : Nama gue lulu, gue terlahir dari keluarga yang sempurna. Sempurna?  menurut mereka, bukan menurut gue. Sebenernya apa sih makna kesempurnaan dari satu keluraga? Apa karna lengkap? (shot foto keluarga) Punya kehidupan yang serba berkecukupan? (ruang tamu, property rumah) Atau sering ngabisin waktu bareng pas weekend? (video keluarga lagi barbeque/piknik) well.. kalo yang terakhir jadi patokan juga, gue rasa gue nggak termasuk kategori “keluarga sempurna”’ Bokap gue emang kaya,pengusaha,punya segalanya,gue tinggal nyebutin nominal aja dan duit itu meluncur ke rekening gue (shot lagi di atm, *senyum liat saldo*) ga heran gue manfaatin semua fasilitas yang dikasih, gue pun gaulnya bareng temen2 geng gue yang serba hura-hura (shot lagi ketawa2 ngakak dijalan/mobil bareng temen2) ...

Have you ever made a mistake and now you want to go back in time and change it so it is not ruining your life with him?  Did someone like you but you didn't like him/her back, but now you do and he/she doesn't?  Did you just realize what you had when he/she like you?  Words can't explain how beautiful this song is! Everytime I listen to this song, it makes me cry and I never get tired of it. This song relates to my life. This song is a definition of a lot of people's life, including mine.